I’m looking forward to the end of 2009 and the start of a new year. I’m not wishing my life away, but 2009 has been horrible, and 2010 will be better by far.
2009 saw my business with major cash flow problems, which haven’t left yet, but have eased. I had to get rid of a member of staff last January, but have managed, by the skin of my teeth to hold on to the other one – without whom I’m sure – I wouldn’t have been able to carry on trading during the year.
2009 saw my Mum finally lose her 10 year fight with ovarian cancer. Even though it was quite quick in the end, and she had prepared us all for it, it doesn’t make it easier when it finally happens. Everyone was lovely, but I do feel that I’ve only started grieving properly in the last couple of months. Maybe I haven’t allowed myself the time before then with keeping Dad going, doing Dad’s finances for his business, and keeping mine ticking over. continue reading…



